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Thursday, May 18, 2006

9:56 PM

wad the hell..i'm not feeling well yet AGAIN!had quite a terrible headache..so din go to school..reason?NOT ENOUGH SLEEP AND REST!perhaps cuz i tried to be a SuPERWOMAN yesterday..slept at 4am and oke up at 6.30am..ahah..cuz i was doing my bloody geog project..haha..den nearly died..haa..niwae..had invest rehearsal yesterdae..i duno y..but why cant the elects be less ji dong?everytime they wanna make a comment..all of them sound as if they are here to kill each other..haha..dear fellow elects..RELAX LA!altho i'm quite sad we cant play the music ourselves..and i was quite irritated at the fact they made meng and fat stay back and skipped their part..i'm realli sorry fat and meng..but haiyo..why they skip tht part?!?!hmm.niwae..i'm still like damn blahh bout many things..

greatgrandma aint recovering anytime soon..from tht infection she had since march..it started to spread..at first she still had the will to fight this 'battle'..but recently..it seems she has already totally given up on herself..refusing to eat for weeks..and wadz worst?the doctors dun noe the cause of some way she is reacting and needs to do many scans and stuff on her but she violently refuses..hmm..and she wanted to go home at first..but these few days she cant even be bothered to ask us to let her go home.she even told my aunt to let her go..haiz..and..duno y outa a sudden her liver is taking a turn for the worse..her whole body is yelllow..and shez like in a state of half-coma..shez not able to open her eyes on her own..not able to talk..but i believe she is in tremendous pain..hmm..prays for her..and yesterdae mum and aunt went down to meet the doc..and the doc wanted them to decide if an emergency crops up would we wanna let her be in the ICU or would we want to jus try to let the doc do whateva they can on the ward bed and if in any case let her go peacefully instead of having those tubes and stuff to keep her alive..hmm..if i were there i really wouldn's noe wad to sae..but hmm..guess the final decision made was to let her go peacefully..blahhness...