g00dbye.

Thursday, March 30, 2006

10:04 PM

woohoo..oh my goodness..finally the life of jc has set in..omg!haha..itz kinda like PRIMARY SCHOOL life can?!?!so much work!haha..like everyday do till 12am kinda thing?!?!sucky..aha..ytd slept late..2dae overslept..haha..I CANNOT EVER B LATE OR I’LL BE A LUFFING STOCK CAN!!haha..yea..den looked damn tired and yeoyeo was like..wahh..u nv sleep for 2 daes arh?haha..nvm..haha..niwae..i m damn stressed out by the work and stuff can??someone help!haha..i dun get maths and physics!haha..and a bit of econs!haha..okie..niwae..got my keyboard!!!omg!!yayness!!!haf been playing and playing..wakaka..damn shiok la!!hmm..rawks my socks!haha.hmm..realized I haven’t been tokkin to the og2 pple much..tsktsk..but itz not beyond my control..hmm..niwae..handed in my council form 2dae..haha..duno wad I m in for man..wakkaka..ok..gotta go..

Monday, March 27, 2006

9:22 PM

Hmm..omg..starting to feel the need to really STOP having fun and be serious bout work le..blahh..i dun want!!!mugmugmug..jus finished mugging for o’s not long ago..now I m mugging again..haha..hmm..niwae..2dae was quite fun-ny..haha..we went prata prata..ahah..ok nvm..haha..we were saying the prata thing wif tht accent..den 3 indian gurls appeared behind us la!!opps..haha..wadeva..hmm..niwae..i like the new cheena teacher..i tink shez gud..yea..and I tink pw is damn tough can?!?!but hmm..i tink it’ll b fun to do..haha..so now DEBATING with my mum for broadband..hehehe..ohh..and BARGAINING for a keyboard..ok..wadeva..2dae the 0603 gang came my hse..so malu..so messy..den they insist on cumin!!haha..paiseh la!den yea..no choice..hadta let them cum..den haha..dey saw the stupid pics of me..den dicky and sihui took the call card thing and ask me to sign la!so cute.haha..yea..niwae..gotta go do my geog now..tata..

Sunday, March 26, 2006

9:11 PM

‘i’ve got a fever!i’m hot!…’haha..dun worry..this ain’t the after effects of trying to cheer despite orientation being over..haha..i’m reaali down with fever..wad the heck.feel like a piece of shit..haha..so WEAK..must be mamalemon’s fault..killed ALL the GERMS..so ya..haha..xian la..out of 10 entries..9 entries I post will indicate tht some part of me is not feeling well..haha..den everyone will ask..are u dying???haha..if I noe whether m I dying..will I look and seem so calm??!?!hah..wadeva germ!haha..

hmm..read a lotta pple’s blogs..mostly the ny pple..haha..den read how they felt about the whole orientation and level camp thing..hmm..since I din blog much bout it..shall blog a bit bout how I feel..heh..apparently the CLIQUE problem appears in most of the classes..haha..really appreciate the ogls for trying so hard to make us bond..and those trainers from the level camp..haha..i think these are the most courageous people..not trying to be sarcastic..i really mean it..u see..the ogls did SO much..tried to force us to talk..tried to be fierce to us..tried every other method to bond my class..to the extent they broke down..i really wanna thank them from the bottom of my heart..i salute to u dudes!the trainers(tht carol and ryan)..scolded..or rather talked in a very irritating tone..used crude words..wadeva..everything tht they did..no one actually realized or even wanna admit the fact tht it was because of them tht our attitude towards each other change..hmm..itz like..i know a lotta pple from my class were angry with especially ryan..to be frank..me too..but after thinking and thinking..itz because of wad he said..dat made us so pissed off with him..and wanna try prove him wrong..i duno how many pple will agree with me..but I tink it was really nice of him to do tht..imagine trying to help this bunch of young kids..and not receiving any appreciation from them but instead get curses and swears from them?it mite seem funny/ironic..but I tink it really takes a lot of courage to be able to do tht..i’m sure they noe they’ll be tokked bout behind their backs after wad they said to us..but they still chose to say it jus in order for my class to haf more trust in each other so we can work with each other better in the next 2 years..woah..i dun tink I’ll haf tht courage..at least not now..since they did so much and I believe no saint soul actually went forward to thank any of them..i shall like quietly say a big ‘thank you’ here to all the trainers of the level camp..it was not only the efforts of my classmates..but also bcuz of the presence of the trainers that made wad 0603 is today!!!let’s CELEBRATE!!!

I’m not done yet..haha..there’s also a few other people in my class that I wanna mention about..hmm..firstly of couse is dicky..hmm..personally I tink itz really hard to be an ogl for orientation2..cuz the pple u r facilitating is like the same age as u..it’ll be harder to earn the respect of the pple..and more often than not..pple will think tht orientation games are so stupid..if u participate actively..u’ll be a loser kinda thing..hmm..tht’s bcuz they duno how hard pple planned for all these!!haha..of course I hafta admit I felt liddat..heh..tink it’ll be a natural reaction la..itz easier said than done..so I tink dicky really did a SUPER good job..although I believe he was under TREMENDOUS stress the past week..but he survived..and OBVIOUSLY made 0603 a more bonded class.’3 cheers and 3 cheers and 3 cheers for DICKY!’..hmm..den there’s jingsheng..haha..my mummy..haha..itz because of his enthusiasm that brought the spirit of the whole class up..hmm..and I think it was brave of him to do so..he was so enthu..jumping ard..teaching the class cheers in hope tht by cheering we’ll have a sense of belonging to the class..itz not easy to do tht too!cuz initially it’ll make him look like he’s crazy cuz he’s like so enthu and the whole class is like dead..looking at him cheering like crazy and occasionally give him a smile..but he didn’t give up..yea..and u see!on the last dae of orientation..MY CLASS actually went up on the stage and lead half the cohort in the cheers!!!!omg..yea..and bcuz jingsheng did so much..hahha..i oso cannot take it..haha..so I helped him a bit with the cheers..aha..so yea ‘3 cheers and 3 cheers and 3 cheers for jingsheng!’..yea..hmm..actually I’m not yet done..but haha..if I continue..i’ll never end..wakaka..so I shall stop bout orientation here..
ooo..i realized tht I haven’t blogged bout cheena much..haha..hu cares..haha..hmm..saw dearest mr alex ko yesterday..haha..omg.ass la he..haha..i tink he’s gg crazy..heard he’s gg to like do some parachuting stuff the following months..haha..he’s so pround bout being a commando..haha..every few minutes he’ll raise up his fist in the air and shout ‘COMMANDO!’..haha..and I’ll luff..ok..was like an idiot..cuz I luffed upteen times ytd..haha..he even shouted it on the phone can?!?!haha..ohh..and he was damn gross..we were eaing dried scallops..den he like put the scallop next to the blister on his feet and he said..’ehh..look like rite?y dun u eat my blister..want not?’wakaka..cut la he..omg..miss him la..haha..okay..enuff for this entry..’3 cheers and 3 cheers and 3 cheers for those hu managed to read till here!!!’haha..ILOVE0603to bits!!!

Saturday, March 25, 2006

11:14 PM

oh my god..i seriously WONDER how am i supp to pass any of my tests or exams!!i cant remember simple things like where i put my fone like 5 min b4??and my thumbdrive!!!!itz still not found!at least i can call my fone..but i cant call my thumbdrive!!!!omg!!!!howhowhow?how to find???and itz not like BIG..haha..okie..i tink i gotta do sth bout it..

niwae..my dad tore his calf muscles..he's like so haha..comical..the way he walks..i tried to imitate..haha..and he was luffin in pain.haah..blahh..sth's realli wrong with me..got diarrhoea!!!bleah..

went for tk conference 2dae..i tink they realli damn zai..got so many sponsers..polar puff..pilot pen..damn zai..but perhaps oni thing is tht the games could've been more physical..yea..nevertheless..had my fair share of fun screaming wif the j1s..yay!!!

hmm..i admit it was nice to be able to see you again..i tink i kinda missed u..and missed talking to u..but when i saw u..i jus din noe wad to do..wanted to go and tok to u but din noe how to..i was kinda taken aback when u smiled at me..din noe how to react to it..and somehow..i was waiting for u to make the first move and come foward to me and talk..u didn't..and i didn't dare too..so yea..perhaps that's wad fate is all about?yea..'sorry seems to be the hardest word'..i dun noe if a 'sorry' would help in any way..

Thursday, March 23, 2006

9:25 AM

holy cow!omg..level camp..i duno wad to sae bout it..in a way it really sucked..but to b frank..if not for all these things..we actually wont take actions to anything..so I duno whether issit gud or bad..i jus noe I gotta hang in there for ONE more dae..haiz…

why didn’t anyone hu went through this level camp tell us tht it would b tht bad?!?!I really was shocked to see the people’s reactions..mostly like the pissed off face but cant do anything..den force u to show the other side of ueself..i really dun like this la..why cant we jus be NATURAL!!!!mian qiang shi mei you xing fu de!!!aiya..told MUMMY I will help HIM with the cheers..but I got soar throat?!?!!?haha..nvm..i’ll jus try..haha..’countbythecountbytheleftfootdownah…’haha..favourite cheer!haaha..my throat sucks..tink itz cuz I puked ytd..duno la..sucky..

a bit bout why everyone got emotional and some even broke down..the atmosphere was bad..they made us stand on this table to tok for a min bout our goals..halfway through..u’ll b jeered..and no one will listen to u..and u gotta b like an idiot and contd tokkin..den the trainers really give DAMN crude comments..really crude..those tht u’ll swear at them after they walk off kind..yea…and urgh..tht trainer jus had to end our dae so sucky-ly..and I got arrowed la!say wad I avoid the qn..blah!!!!!!hmm..anyway..I really jus hope tht 0603 will be A CLASS..and I really hope those pple tht are affected by wad happen 2dae..or be it all these while by the other pple’s attitude or whatsoever will 4get everything..and let’s jus make the best out of ourselves and try to be ONE CLASS..and no one can break us!!!!yay!!!!cheer up dudes!!=))

hmm..germ ah germ..tsktsk..u gotta learn to contented with wad u already haf..tsktsk..dun compare urself with anyone germ!!!learn to appreciate the people around u and ur surroundings and stuff..u beta learn it now or u’ll hate urself!!(mind me..i’m jus tokkin to myself..heh)hmm..tho I noe there’s a lot of things gg on now tht is like troubling me..but I think these can nv be compared to other pple..i woul dnv ever noe wad problems other pple are facing..so yea..STOP COMPARING GERM!BE CONTENED WITH WAD U HAF!!!!

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

9:24 PM

last dae of orientation2..tml will be level camp..heard itz boring..jus hope my crazee class will be crazee and everyone will enjoy..haha..like make fun out of no fun..haha..

wahh..damn sucky..tried to like eat normally 2dae..like minus the breakfast..so itz lunch and dinner..wadde..i jus puked my dinner out la!urgh..so irritating!haha..i tink I m disintegrating..damn xian la..ohh..jus went to cut hair..wakkaa..i think I look like some toot now..haha..nvm..i noe I alwaes do..haha..but den agn..i jus made myself look toot-er..haha..

omg..2dae was quite fun..tink cuz we were making fun out of ourselves..i was out of my mind la..couldn’t control my horrendous laughter..hahaha..wadeva germ!haha..ohh..nanyang is so HOMELY!haha..i’ve got a papa(hu doesn’t wanna b called papa..although he replies when we call him tht)..a mummy..a amah and a ah gong..ahha..so nice!ahaha..but papa and mummy are alwaes flirting with everyone else except each other..haha..although we were all touched to see papa train so hard under the HEAVY rain jus to earn money to feed the few mouths..wakkakaka..omg!I m so crappy!haha..ohh..and my amah MIA..haha..2 days nv cum le..haha..

hmm..changed my handphone’s wallaper!haha..random..haha..the picture damn cute la!ask those hu saw it..they’ll agree la!haha..my boyfren..haha..wadeva la..haha..so cute..i cant stand it..hahahahhaha

when i think back on these times
and the dreams we left behind
i’ll b glad cuz i was blessed to get to have u in my life
when i look back on these days
i’ll look and see ur face
you were right there for me

[chorus]
in my dreams i’ll always see u soar above the sky
in my heart there’ll always be be a place for u for all my life
i’ll keep a part of u wif me
and everywhere i am, there you’ll be
and everywhere i am, there you’ll be

when you showed me how it feels
to feel the sky within my reach
and i’ll always remember
all the strength you gave to me
your love made me make it through
i owe so much to you
you were right there for me
(chorus)

cuz i always saw u in my light, my strength
and i want to thank you now for all the ways
you were right there for me
(chorus)

got the score for this song yesterdae..in other words played this song during patrick’s class ytd..omg..starting to love this song..itz SO nice la!!!so meaningful!!haha..brings back memories..hehe..awww….haha..wadeva germ!

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

9:25 PM

I cant see my tagboard!

blah..these few daes real crap la..except for the time I spent in skl with my dearest ct mates..the rest of the time is total crap..i really damn xian la..duno wadz wif my parents..taking turns to b angry or pissed of with the lil things tht I do..i duno if itz considered a lil thing..but well..practically everything I do these few daes..i get some scolding..nagging..wadeva..yea..den itz like..there’s so many things gg on in my mind..i cant tell my parents..like DUH!..most prob they’ll say I’m crazy..haiz..the thing tht is irritating me most is tht I haf totally lost my appetite..only eating at like 3+ everyday..one and ONLY meal for tht dae..dun feel hungry at all…blahh..if I tell my parents..they’ll most prob think I’m trying to b funny..but I’m not..omg..i gg crazee!!!!!!!!haha..

2dae had orientation2..i really duno whether issit fun..itz like fun..YET not..i think if not for the fact tht dicky is our ogl..and my OG is like everyone from 0603 plus a few new faces..i tink this whole orientation will be damn xian..haha..blessed to be in 0603..=)

think keyboard lesson rocks..dun wanna stop..but I oredi more or less noe everything le..blahh..i m actually enjoying the lesson la!!!!maybe jus learn for ONE more month..but I want a KEYBOARD!
I cant wait to cuzz!!!I miss cuzz-ing!!hahha..

Monday, March 20, 2006

10:04 PM

life is so complicated..why can’t I jus lead a simple life?why must there be so many things going on around me?making me so troubled..making me so irritated..argh..why must all these things happen?worst of all..i m told to keep all these things to myself..the oni source I have is my dearest blog..but wad the heck..if I blog bout it..aint the whole world gna noe?oh my gosh..i can jus die..i nid some soul to listen to me!some kind soul out there!I cant take it..itz superdeeduper bothering me..i duno wad to do.jus heck?I cant.HELP ME!I m jus a mere 16 year old can?subjected to all these complicated stuff in life..blahhhhhhhh…

Sunday, March 19, 2006

9:26 AM

woohoo!2dae went src in the morning..OMG..miss those times la!had hell lotsa fun taunting those kuku-fied opponents..the um sucks can?and I totally agree wif joy man!haha..i found my ou xiang(idol)..really la!so damn cool can?my dearest queen!haha..my idol la!damn zai la!the stupid um made a damn lousy call..it was DAMNIT obvious it was a ball..COME ON ball above the neck called strike?haha..den queen like rolled her eyes and dao-ed him la!zai..we all like shocked..haha..den she went onto 1st..den gave this pissed off look..haha..den after tht the um got sth against queen..ahha..made her tuck in her shirt..wakaka..den queen damn pissed..den the next moment..the um got hit by a foul ball..WAKAKA..serves him right..heh..watched 4 games..tp vs hc..tp(guys) vs rj (wakkaa..trashing la!)..vj vs rj..vj(guys) vs nj..ohh..found out tht joseph choy playing softball..aahaha..SHOCKED!haha..

den went to my aunts house..haiz sad la!damn worried..when I was in china..my great grandma was sent into hospital with pneumonia..den now her heart kidney oso not well..and her urine got blood..haiz..den she insists on going home cuz she said the hospital dun treat her well and she dun wanna die there..so she insisted on gg home..but she aint fit enuff yet..if the antibiotics dun work well..den itz big trouble..haiz…damn sad la..and shez damn thin..and kinda lost her memory..she couldn’t rmb alex la!poor chap..lucky she rmb me..

haiyo..so many things happened these 9 daes when I’m away..there are some things tht I really cant wait to get it out of my chest..but I haf no one to tell..i mean not tht I haf no one to tok to..haha..but I duno hu to tell..cuz I noe even if tell..most prob the person will jus listen and go ‘umm’ ‘ahh’..and yea..it wun b of any help..

someone please help me get out of all these crap..=(
have I lost another fren yet again?I duno..

blahh..i think I’m soon gna be damn sick..seeing double tho..omg..

Saturday, March 18, 2006

11:48 AM

HEY PEOPLE!!!I’m back!!finally back..actually was back long ago..as in last nite..BUT..was busy 2dae..went to hunt for my uni in vain..haha..den met up wif justina kaiyang kevin and huiyen..den went tk for the bash..supposed to stayover I heard..haha..but din in the end cuz they got game tml..so yea..okie..i’m feeling kinda really sick..

Okay..haiyo..so many pple asked me how was the trip..hmm..wad shud I say?of course I had fun..at times..haha..i climbed 8 mountains in 9 days la!mind u itz REAL mountains..with no steps no nothing..jus u and the mouintain..yea..i am not in the mood to blog bout it..itz damn long..so yea..shall blog bout it agn when I have the time..

Haha..OMG..i like totally miss everyone here la!glad to hear tht 0603 is staying as it is!!yay!!!haha..and I noe I missed out a lot..haha..a lot of blogs to read up..haha..to keep myself updated..yea..

I duno..i tink I am a VERY different person in tk and in ny..i really duno why tho..jus now during the bash..was really nice and touched to see everyone back..so sweet..the video was touching..but u see..only at tht moment everyone was like seen as one..but after the thing ended..we all just left..blahh..hate this..it sucks.

as much as I try to be as easy going as possible..trying to live everyday to the fullest..trying to help everyone whenever I can..trying to smile as much as possible..but inside me..there are like tonnes of fears..blahhhhhhhhh..sucky….fear of being betrayed..fear of being rejected..i really hope that people make frens wif me cuz of hu I am and not cuz of what I haf or wadeva..haiz..i duno..

never knew having to hand to hold on to and a shoulder to lean on would mean so much.‘all I really want is to hold you tight...'

11:48 AM

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

9:45 AM

yayness!!haha..tj rejected me..went down tho..to like ask the teacher whether I can jus take mep..but she said no..hmm..i duno y but I m kinda relieved..at least now I noe I m staying in ny!!!hmm..
jus met shuenlin and tokked for like half an hour..haha..my mum was like thot u were kidnapped..haha..wadeva..omg!I m gg cheena tml!gna b a cheena pok when I aome back man!haha..and I noe I’ll b damn tired..den cum back str8 away itz O2…anyway jus hope tht when I come back..manymany gud news will await me!haha..like staying in the same class..kim getting into sa..kevin cumin back ny..haha..and all..yea..reali..tsktsk..
yea..ohh..so since I’m not gna b here for the next whole week..cuz I’ll b in this ulu part of cheena with no proper toilets..and all..(OHH I’VE GOT THIS GREAT BUNCH OF FRENS IN Y WISHING ME GUD LUCK FOR MY TRIP..wakaka..cuz I m like gg to some VILLAGE!!)haha..so yea..wanna wish MY DEAREST ZHAOEY HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE..haha..damn sad la..cant go celebrate with her..sorree gurl..i miss everyone!so gna go the softball thing..i miss them la!Okie..b4 I leave..haha..as I said..was tokkin to shuenlin..den came up with this ‘CEDARIAN FLU’ thing..haha..itz a virus attacking ny!!haha..if u all wanna noe more..wakaka..AWAIT FOR GERMAINE’S RETURN FROM CHEENA!!!C=so yea..take care my frens!i noe u all will miss me..wakkaa..i will too!!haha..take care and see you guys soon!!huggs..hahahaa

Monday, March 06, 2006

9:05 AM

what’s wrong with the mood of everyone recently??I mean everyone around me jus seems to be sad in some way or other..not that I m not..but I really hope I can be the one putting a smile on all their faces tho…
tj?ny?..i jus cant picture myself going into tj..not seeing shuenlin waiting at the gate for me..not seeing kaiyang and kevin standing at the row next to my class..not seeing shuenlin kaiyang kevin at the canteen asking me to pangseh my ct to sit wif them..not seeing the few of them on the sofa in my house slacking after school..and worst still..i dun want to be in tj and posted to this class..not being able to hear the ever disgusting burps..not being able to hear the ‘haah’s..not being able to hear sihui laugh her head off..not being able to see dengli using her fone to check her hair..not seeing Dickson being forced to look up and say ‘the sky is falling’..not seeing wenzhong running away from ah fat..not seeing jingsheng jiaheng and ah fat fighting..although at tht point of time i might sae they’re childish..lame or wadeva..but I noe if ever I leave ny..i would miss all these pple like crazee..omg..mum’s asking me to go down to tj myself tml..but I refused..i jus dun wanna face all these..i believe if I m fated to b in tj..they will call me..so yupp..i shall jus sit here and let them decide my fate..while I enjoy my time in ny..i really dun want Wednesday to like be like a sad dae..gg to cheena on Thursday..i dun wanna receive sudden news tht tj accepted me..and din haf the chance to bid a proper goodbye to the ny pple..i duno..but I think I WILL STAY IN NY!so yea..i dun think tj would want me anyway..i really duno..not as if I have a choice..so I shall jus not give a damn..and let them decide for me..
blahh..so many of my frens are waiting for their appeal results..and most of them are like quite affected by this whole thing..seeing them being so helpless kinda makes me sad..blah..so..to kim trixie and kevin..if by any chance u r reading this..i jus wanna say that I really hope the three of yoo can get to where u all wanna be..i really wish you all the best for ur appeals(I give all my luck to you)..i dun wanna see you all in this state..being real lost and all..how I wish I could do something to help..i’m sorry I m not of much help..but jus wanna say..no matter how the results turn out..i hope u’ll move on yea?I wanna see the usual you..yea..no matter wad..i’ll always be here for u all yea?cheer up dudes!smile for my sake k??love ya all!C=

Saturday, March 04, 2006

10:15 PM

mixed feelings..blah..2dae’s kinda a like I duno..dae filled with emotions..i duno whether issit jus me or wad..everytime I blog..i’ll somehow haf these weird feeling..like a feeling I cant explain.and it kinda sucks.
went uncle’s hse to celebrate my gram’s bdae..was hooked on to the com..kinda regretted it..ok..nvm..tokked to calister..i really duno wad to do now..i am lost in my own world..blah..okay..i seriously regretted being on the com the whole dae..shud haf spent more time with my cousin..i duno..i jus felt so OMG wad shud I do when she held my hand..damn touched when she was able to ans..seeing her cry..although it hurts me..but I m glad shez able to show how she feels..i guess itz like wad tingli said..shez aware of her condition but unable to express it..wahh..i can take it..if I had the time..if I had the choice..i would actually stop going out..stop everything I m doing just to b by her side.I M SERIOUS.and get to know her beta.i believe in her..she’ll be like all of us one day.
den after tht went town met sl ky justina and kevin..gave ky the lamp..hope hez happie now..haha..yea..den went to eat dingtaifeng..haha..yea..den walked ard..den came back..
asked mum wad happened to my cousin after I left..yea..she had fits again..haiz..damn sad..how I wish I could b by her side all the while……

I duno why..there’s just this tinge of guilt in me still…but no matter wad happens..i’ll always be there for u.

1:09 PM

wahh..damn xian..so decided to b nice and help my dad do some stuff..and yea..I WAS SO NOT APPRECIATED..yea..i complained.cuz the com is damnit slow..i cant help it..and likei've got limited time to b on the net cuz i m not given the privillege to haf unlimited broadband..and i m not sulking cuz of tht..not pestering u all for tht..so u all gotta bear with me for being slow in uploading stuff!so i was helping him..den was complaining a bit..but i still did help..but it was really damn slow..so i asked to help him do less..den i asked him to come over to the com to see if he's ok with the thing i did..but b4 i could dsay anything..he went 'FORGET IT LA!' wad the hell la!k i m not trying to bitch bout him here..but i men i spent almost an hour..dun even get a thank you..and jus get this cant b bothered 'forget it'. i can stand it..jus broke down..i mean ytd was oso liddat..he got pissed at sme puny mistakes tht i did..den now jus bcuz i ask him to come a few more times to the com..he ye..got pissed again..i duno waddzu with him la..reali damn sad..i mean seriously sad..i realli duno wadz wrong..and he tinks tht m taking him for granted cuz he dun scold me often..and HELLO! i m not!i m jus trying to b nice..and more often than not..the things tht i do wrong are not on purpose!wadeva..i m jus so blahh now.......

11:15 AM

haiz..why cant pple get the things they want in life?why must SR make all my frens sad???haiyo..tsktsk..no matter wad..to those reading this..and did not get the posting u want..dun b too sad k??and yupp..all the best for all your appeals!!yupp..cheer up pple!!smile!u all still haf me!!!!hehe =))

yea..ytd went tj to appeal..as much as I would wanna stay in ny..i went tj to appeal..when I went there..i felt so I duno..welcomed by the pple..perhaps cuz they are all from tk..i really duno..jus let fate decide my destiny..yea..blah..the stupid person at the front desk ah..wadde..i spent so long to do the appeal thing..den when I gave it to her she tell me..ur chance very low..THANKS AH!ahha..wadeva..den had a VERY BAD HEADACHE..den my dad was pissed with me for some small thing..wadde..den hor..he started scolding me and say..y u can go out play pool..cannot ask ur frens to accompany u go find tuition teacher??I mean!!!haiz..nvmm..

den went home..CT OUTING!!..and I was late!!so had a lightning speed bath..haha..called sihui..den supp to meet Dickson at the bus stop!den he left without me!!crys..haha..i ran out..and saw him on the bus leaving la!haha..budden sth happened to him..he had no money..so sihui hey all had to go ‘save’ him..ahahaha..den yea..we all went city hall..den walkwalk..ate Kenny rogers(sp?) wadeva la..hu cares how to spell..wahh the food standard drop like sai!haha..den we went play pool..jingsheng trashed me la!and I din believe..haha..so…ahaha..played agn..lost by one ball..not bad le k?haha..yea..den after tht they went bai yun gang..i din go..walked ard orchard..went dance arts saw the pple learning hiphop..cool..hah..den went kbox find Kevin they all..thot they’ll come out at 7..but they din..waited for half an hour..den ya..decided to call them and went in to find them..yea..stayed there a while..den we all left and went eat pasta..den went home..yea..
2dae supp to go cuzz-ing la!but alex nv reply..haha..so we all cannot go.=((..

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

10:20 AM

Ohh my god..how nice..i m bloody pissed off by some pple..bcuz of some stupid matters..mayb cuz I m PMS-ing?haha..wadeva..i am REALLI REALLI REALLI damn pissed off..i m jus speechless..nothing to sae bout the whole thing..yea..jus gna bottle all these things up since no one is free to tok to me..and anyway no one would even care la huh?they’ll jus tink I m trying to seek attn..yea wadeva..u duno how irritated I m and how I cant wait to get all these stuff outa my mind..and how I’ve got no one at home to tok to bout all these crap?yea..it was supposed to b a happy day..budden all these jus so had to happen..wth..MOOD SPOILER!spoil my mood..nvm..worst still..typed an entry but it got deleted..WTH!..fine!even the com’s trying to play tricks on me..u all win!yea..wadeva..anyway..since I m so pissed off..i duno wad I m doing..i mite jus haf offended some pple..mayb u tink tht I m tokking bout YOU!yes YOU!if tht’s the case..i m sorry..cuz I dun mean to direct this to anyone..i jus needed to get this outa my mind to suppress my frustration..
Yea..went TTSH 2dae..doctor and nurse..both weirdos..den saw this cute lil boy..pushing the wheelchair with the amah on it..u must b tink how sweet rite?U R WRONG!he suddenly pused it VERY hard..and let go so the wheelchair with the amah on top rolled freely away..wad the!yea..i was jus staring in amazement..
Duno y..the veejay pple said can check posting 2dae..but I kinda dun believe itz true..i mean how can this be?anyway..no matter wad..i noe I’ll b posted to ny..but gotta appeal to tj..yea..knew it rite from the start?blah!Hmm…jus love my class!haha..so fun took so many pics 2dae cuz mr nathan din cum AGAIN..den we got scolded for making too much noise..haha..yea..damn funneh..i tink my class is RETARDED..haha..maybe tht’s the reason y I was transferred to this class..wakkaa..if u get wad I mean..yea..wadeva..aiya..see la!it was such a happy day..i was enkoying myself the whole day..den all these crap gotta happen!I jus HATE IT!GET LOST!GET OFF MY BACK!GO AWAY!

HAPPY BURFDAE SHUFEN!