Monday, February 27, 2006
10:07 PM
What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness?
What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt?
So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life,
you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life.
I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you.
Everyone needs a friend, someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all
I'll Always Be There In times of trouble, In times of need, If you are feeling SAD, You can count on me. I will give you a wink,
Until you smile, give you a hug, And stand by your side. I'l l be there for you till the end, I'll always and forever, be your friend!
9:25 PM
Hmm..ohh..jus in case pple r wondering why I din update the links..haha..i m waiting till nxt week when I haf more time..den do it all at one shot?haha..btw..i lost all the links..so if I din link u..jus tag yea?yupp.ohh..did I mention I finally got my new fone after weeks of waiting?haha..yea..bot th SE k750i..ohh..and duakim bot the exact sme fone on the sme dae!!!CHEMISTRY EHH..haha..quite satisfied with it..can play good music ehh..niwae..think this is gna be a long entry..haha..so unless u really interested to noe bout my life..wakkaka..DUN READ!ahahah..crap..
Anyway..2dae is an historical milestone man!!OMG!I cant believe it..dearest MS GERMAINE TAN YIN LIN(tht’s me) killed a lizard!!for the first time in her life!and was damn freaked out by it..haha..cuz it was stuck in btwn her towel!!ahhh!!and the lizard’s head was sticking out!she was so damn freaked out tht she immediately called her dad!!wakakka..lame la!haha..but seriously..was damn freaked out cuz it stayed on my towel despite me shoo-ing it away..so it shud blame itself for courting death..if it ran away I wouldn’t haf killed it!haha..
Hmm..i love 0603 to bits man!haha..so cute..haha..2dae we had an outing?haha..ct outing..haha..had fun la..took neoprints..ahha..ohh..den we went to eat at kobayashi..den after the meal everyone was complaining bout how sucky the food was..damn funny..haha..den we went to watch FINAL DESTINATION 3..wad the heck..damn gruesome la!!yucks..all the blood and stuff..all thanks to minghui for the good recommendation..haha..ohh..den the guys were like making fun of it after the show la!haha..damn funny..the pple in the cinema ah..damn anticlimax..out of no where..when the very exciting part came..den this person went like..’uhhhh’..den everyone luffed..den pple die..they oso luff..ohh..and sihui damn cute la!the show was like 1h 30min..she closed her eyes for bout 1h 20min..wakakak..ya..damn funneh..den she kept on asking wadz gg on..ahha..den I was happily OMG-ing..haha..ohh our movie ticket damn zai..itz handwritten la!cuz the com was dwn..haha..den ah fat said..ehh can go n watch agn!haha..wadeva..ohh..den at the ticketing counter there..hyeimun went to hug Dickson and jingsheng..wahh..look at their shocked faces and expressions and it can make u luff the whole century la!and jiaheng was so scared la!!hahaha..so lame..jus love my class la..so cute..haha..
Haiz..jus as we all are starting to get used to each other..we gotta be separated once agn..wadz all these crap??I noe even if I stay in ny..a lotta pple oso leaving..itz jus sucky..i jus hate this..jus tell me how many more times am I supposed to face this kinda crap??itz alwaes happening la!ok..dun tok bout hips or tkgs..itz like the china trip..after 10 days knowing each other..we were so damnit close for some reason..den we hadta leave..promising each other we’ll write to each other..but look at wadz happening now!!!den there was the og..haha..now wadz left of my dearest og..haha..is like mayb tht 6 or 7 pple?den now..my ct..blahhhhhh..jus cant stand it..itz so hard to find such fun pple..so hard to get used to working and getting along with each other..and when u’ve jus achieved it..haha..u’re supposed to let it go..and embark on another retarded and similar journey..where u gotta start all these crap right from the start..RUBBISH!
aniwae..if in any case i m gonna leave nanyang..i sure gonna miss 0603..and og2..yea..haiz..ohh..sth to cheer myself up..ahha..like..there was this announcement saying meet me at the fountain..ahha..den i was like..ny where got fountain??haha..den i found out it was this..haha..round thing in front of the GO..haha..wad the!more like a leakeage la!Sunday, February 26, 2006
11:32 AM
BLAH I SUDDENLY FEEL LIKE A PATHETIC PIECE OF CRAP..TOTAL BLAHNESS..11:11 AM
Finally go tmy nre blogskin..okie..i duno wad happened..the previous one jus got screwed..and pple thot I closed down my blog..haha..yea..so yea..was tempted to get it done..thanks to serena..haha..guided me..through the whole process..tho it was an easy one..but a sotong like me had difficulties..ahaa..yea..so no more fishes..i tink this blogskin is damn kewl..kinda true..i mean when u sae goodbye to someone..u actually dun noe when u gna meet him/her agn..blah..this makes me think..dun want next Friday to come..cuz it mite I mean MIGHT be like a permanent goodbye to ny?STOP IT GERM!yea..jus hate tht feeling..blah..
Hmm..but something touched my heart 2dae..wahh..my heart jus melted..cuz my cousin actually like showed her emotions..i mean..yea..mayb to a lotta pple..it mite jus b normal..but yea..itz jus different..not everyone will understand..she came to my hse..din get down of the car..cuz her dad wanted to bring her to the beach..den when they were bout to leave and say goodbye..when her dad said ‘say goodbye to guma’ she turned..looked at me and my mum..and turned back to her mum n shook her head..meaning she wants to stay..den she touched the handle to open the door..my heart seriously jus melted at tht moment..love her to bits..
She seems like she doesn’t know
But I believe one day she will.C=12:00 AM
I just don’t understand myself at times..
Why can’t I just put aside my pride and everything and make myself talk to you?
And I don’t understand you too..
Why do you have to do this to me?
I don’t even know why I am not talking!
And I don’t even think itz the matter of pride or wadeva!
But I certainly know tht wad I am doing is not right
And I know tht I m gonna regret this if I continue doing this..
BLAH.Saturday, February 25, 2006
11:56 AM
Haha..2dae..i m quite a happie person?haha..i mean..i was quite happy 2dae..haha..crap..yea..but was slacking the whole day..so since dad brot a laptop home..decided to play with it..as in spider solitaire..ahha..yea..so tht was wad I was doing the whole damn dae..yea..haha..i meant..apart from the fact..i attempted to transfer some pics and songs here and there..haha..but u noe..someone like me will nv ever get these things done like any other pple..cuz I will 4got where I stopped copying..and where shud I start?so I gotta go check one by one?ahha..and finally gave up?haha..imagine doing tht on a saturdae?!?!?!hhaha..wadeva..den went my grandma’s house..OMG!ahha..she cooked chicken and pork chop..and fish and chips?haha..like as if she was selling?haah..and the best thing is..she made the sauce?u noe tht brown sauce?and it was damn nice?cuz I nv ever tasted anything close to tht b4?!?!yea..but I was a bit full..so din eat much..haha..but mum took some sauce and meat back..so tml’s dinner gna b tht..hahaha..yay!!and I dun understand why..why is my grandma sucha good cook..and my dad cant even cook nice maggi??haha..tho he claims he can..haha..and wad bout me??I m worse la!haha..oni noe how to make cup noodles!!ahhaa..how I wish I can be like my grandma..niwae..got this lobang to like b a freelance food critique!!!OH MY GOODINESS!!tht was like one of my desired career!!haha..yea..and sumone jus like gave me tht opportunity!!haha..but I duno..duno whether I’ll b up to it..so shall see how first..yea..haha..mayb one dae my face will b on some cookbook..ahhahahah..nvm..ohh..felt like a total loser la!tht dae had constipation..so hadta eat the medicine..den the stupid bottle there write..’stop if ok if not will diarrhoea’..okay..i stopped like 2 daes ago..but I still had diarrhoea..wad the heck!sue the medicine!see IT in court..ahha..wa lau..jus now..my aunty mop the floor nv tell me..den I slipped la!nearly hit my tailbone agn..damn freaky la!den was damn shocked..jus stoned there for a min..den the whole family came to me..haha..like as if my legs jelly after diarrhoea..hahahahah..wadeva..hahaFriday, February 24, 2006
9:51 PM
laadeeda…today is Friday!haha..ohh..my twin came down to ny I tink..haha..BUT I went off le..haha..wahh..2dae got the geog test..damn funneh la!haha..niwae..it was quite a short dae..wanted go eat prata wif sihui hyeimun they all..but hadta meet my dearest zhaoey and kim..so yea..din go..and they din go oso..soree..yea..niwae..went home..bathed..den went pp to meet zhaoey and kim..haiyo..the both f them..all I can sae is..haha..tsktsk..haha..i jus tink guys are weird..haha..they want sth..but they dun wanna sae wad they want..and they expect the gurls to noe..haha..wadeva..yea..we went kfc..haha..tokked for quite long..haha..at some parts they were quite jidong..haha…yea..den after tht went home..met a lotta pple in pp..urgh..nvm..jus din feel very good..nvm..itz jus like a needle poking into my heart..haha..yea..like OUCH!but wad can I do rite?hmm..wadeva..feel damn blah..ohh..was telling zhaoey..i tink I changed..den she gave me this damn funneh look..den she was like..huh?..so I said I tink I became more psychotic..haha..den she burst out luffin la!haha..lame la!hhaha..aiya..duno y..recently I feel very attached to my darling piano..haha..i relali duno y..can jus play n play n play..and realize tht one hour jus passed kinda thing?haha..and like itz not practice kinda play..but random kinda play..den everytime I play sth nice..wanna write it dwn..but the sotong me will 4get..damn irritating!!I wanna keyboard!so I can record EVERYTHING I DO!hhaa..but den agn..i gotta get into tj b4 I’ll get my keyboard..bah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ohh..finally I got the pics outa the cam!!!yay!!!!!!!!!heard my grandma is cooking pork chop tml..haha..i nv eat b4..haha..but I bet itz nice..so I cant wait!!!!Thursday, February 23, 2006
10:36 AM
Bahh..feel so guai..did my geog tutorial..duno y..sth seems to b wrong..haiz..so banged on the piano for almost an hour..haha..2dae had a long dae..but yea..it was fun..wahh..physics damn crap la..haha..jus realized tht nanyang’s LT got frogs!!!haha..more like there’s a family of FROGS in 0603!!haha..no la..itz jiaheng’s disgusting burps..yikes!den everytime he burps..we’ll loook at him..den jingsheng will sae..the father is here..the mother is here..den when a loud burp comes..the WHOLE FAMILY OF FROGS ARE HERE!!haha..damn gross..den ah fat..ahha..he use paper to make this sperm looking thing..den swing it ard..den he suddenly said it was a tadpole..den he made it face jiaheng and said..’call papa’..hahaha..almost died luffing..oh..finished the Truman show..rawks la!haha..den during Chinese watched this film on gender discrimination..everyone was bout to slp la!!haha..wadeva..ahha..den we all damn high..keep on luffing..ohh…the three guys ate a plate of noodles down during the interval when we were supp to move from physics to chinese!!ahaha..funneh..den had PE..they played netball..haha..more like the ball played them..wakkaka..ok..nvm..yea..after tht met up with the rest..erm..itz not OG..neither issit CT..jus tht GANG..haha..yea..met them at kbox..den they pangseh me!den I had to take bus home ALONE..den nvm..i had to walk tht DARK ROAD ALONE!!!damn scary la!!!!!!!and…I had to bloody hell eat dinner myself!and I ate lunch myself too!!but emiko accompanied me..how sweet..awww..niwae..jus tokked to zhaoey..wad she said make me more irritated with ALL THOSE GUYS OUT THERE!!!URGH!!!!!!I M SO IRRITATED!BUT I DUNO WHY..BLAH………………….Wednesday, February 22, 2006
9:43 PM
Oh no!!!I tink I wun b sleeping 2nite la!jus now took a nap in the car..haha..cuz I was damnit tired..den OMG!duno where my parents fetch me to..so I jus slept the whole journey..the thing is..when I slept..the sky was still bright..BUT when I woke up!!the sky was dark la!hahaahaa..i tink it was bout an hour la!wad the..ahaha..how to sleep 2nite????u tell me!!!haha..ohh..2dae papers guma’s stall really came out..MEE SUACCESS..haha..cool rite?ahaha..heard from my amah the queue so long till they couldn’t manage..haha..i m so proud of them!!!too bad itz a bit far..if not I would’ve dragged ALL my frens to try..haha..i tink itz so funneh..pple tink itz nice..but to me itz jus another go amah hse and eat dish..haha.so homely!!hahaa..i love my family!haha..random comment..urgh..went to the doc agn..xian la..uti agn!!!nvm..i feel so bad..asked kim to ask zhaoey whether wanna go out on her bdae..DEN!I realize stupid me not in spore..ahhaha..I M SO STUPID LA!!yes I m..and I believe those reading this would agree in their hearts..luff to themselves..but when I ask ‘I m stupid rite???’ den they sae no…hhahaa..riteriterite??I see faces smiling to the screen!!!haha..duno y but haf been tinking of the worst scenarios of everything..haiz..tink I m gg mad..haha..ohh..and I m disintegrating!hahha..
2dae during assembly had this sharing session bout the Taiwan trip..haha..den jiaheng sat beside me..tht joker..haha..he was sleeping..as in REALLY sleeping..tht kind tht slp till the head cant control type?haha..ya..den suddenly when they were tokkin bout food..he woke up..made some comments..i jus nodded..den when I turned my head to look at him..ahha..he was sound asleep AGAIN!ahahha..damn funneh..damn xian la!dun tink I m really prepared to enter the JC life..tho I m oredi in one..but haha..i noe this is not wad itz gna b like..hahhhaha..it’ll b much tougher..the lectures are killing me..can jus slp la!and tht’s so not wad germaine would do in tk..ahha..niwae..tink the Truman show rawks!love gp!haha..OHH..I NID A MATHS TUTOR..ANYONE KNOW OF ANY GOOD TUTORS???preferably sumone like mr ng..wakakaka..mr ng bk..haha..ohh..anyway..I CANT STAND IT!!!the pple ard me are all damn wrong!!!!!!not oni the nanyang pple..but even the tk pple!!all damn wrong!anything I do or sae..they’ll tink I jealous!urgh!!!!I’m gna haf a plan to start killing all these pple..wakakakkaa..Tuesday, February 21, 2006
12:08 PM
wa lau...jus came back from the doc not long ago..wad the heck..waited damn long..like an hour?!?!mite as well go polyclinic..ahha..den my parents pangseh me la!!!!they left b4 i see the doc..den ask me go home myself..i m sick la!!!!!wad the hell..so irritated..urgh!i had a weird dream ytd..hahahaha..secret..haha..oni i'll noe..hahahaha..wadeva germ!hahaha..but i haf been having many weird dreams these daes..haha..ohh..did i mention bout tht dae?when i went dingtaifeng to eat with my mum..den we ordered the xiaolongbao.haahha..den when the person open the thing..got one broke..so he sae..sorry bout tht..i'll give u one later..haha..so i thot it was a joke..ahha..DEN!haha..damn funny la!haha..after 5min..he came with the same big container thing..den damn pathetic la!he opened the big container..den oni got one xiaolongbao inside..den he was like..here's a replacement for tht one tht broke..wakkaka..i burst out luffin la!!!haha..yupp..den got sth else..ahha..it was raining tht dae..den cuz me n my mum got no umbrella..haha..den hor..i saw one auntie opening her umbrella..so i joked n whispered to my mum saying..ehh..ask her share the umbrella lehh..ahha..den like 2min later..haha..tht auntie came foward to me n said..do u wanna share the umbrella?OMG!i nearly died rite dere la!!hahahah..wahh..damn xian..heard the posting results cumin out nxt fri..haha..kinda dun wanna noe the results..cant i jus stay how i m like now?haha..living QUITE aimlessly?ahha..yea..9:45 AM
Tsk.die..haha..i tink this mth confirm exceed the stupid time limit for the internet..ahha..opps..cuz my dad oso has a blog!haha..he’s oso blogging!haha..den he cheong and I cheong..aha..everyone cheong..the bill will oso cheong!haha..wadeva..ohh..jus now 4got to sae..at the doctor there..got this lil girl..haha..she was pointing her middle finger at everywhere..and it stopped at ME!!!haha..den I luff to myself..haha..dun understand y her amah nv ask her to change finger..ahha..
Haiz..been tinking..i m really quite troubled la..tho the posting results r cumin out like NEXT Friday..which means I’ve got more than a week..but I jus hate it..i dun wanna noe the results..will I b happy if I get to go tj?perhaps.wad if I stay in nanyang?I duno..a large part of me wanna stay..but if I dun get to tj..tht’s like THE END for all my music stuff!I’ve gotta stop my keyboard lessons..which leaves me with oni 45min of piano per week..dat’s bad!but if I leave nanyang..wad will happen to those frens tht I made there???tell me!at this point of time..all of them will sae..my hse is so near..confirm can meet one..but itz jus different..deep ionside my heart..i noe tht this is not the reality..true enuff..they’ll cum find me..but OBVIOUSLY it’ll not last for the whole 2 years!!!I hate it la..itz like wadz wif this whole 1st 3 mths thing..make me know new pple..den now if I leave..i’ve gotta like lose these frens??blah..total blahness..i mean I m not trying to sae tht they’ll pangseh me..but look at the tk pple!after 4 yrs of knowing each other..being such good frens.how many till today are tokkin to me at least once a week?mayb not even one la!itz total crap la..and the worse thing is like most of them are staying in ny..BLAH!and something jus struck me..IF NEXT WEEK I GET THE RESULTS AND MANAGE TO GET A PLACE IN TJ..it would b even sadder!!!cuz dearest germaine is going on a holiday with all her other relatives to china..and thus will b missing the LAST TWO DAYS OF SCHOOL!!!how sucky can tht get?I mean if I m staying in ny..den it wouldn’t haf any impact on me..but if I m leaving..den wad?!?!?!I wun b able to even b there on the LAST TWO DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!blah..i really feel damn crap now..like shit..yea..Monday, February 20, 2006
9:37 PM
Woah..jus watched campus superstar revival round..wahh..Samuel sang lian-ai-ING!haaha..cool bananas la!shuenlin went dwn la!!!unfair!!!I bet she must haf been damn high there..hmm..i m starting to love gp!itz damn interesting la!haha..and I love the gp lecturer!I duno wadz his name tho..haha..but he rawks my socks la!damn cool la!ahahah..’would u wanna play with my rubber ducky?’..’the last thing pple would wanna do is to enlarge their breast’ ahhah..damn cool la!I tink I can listen to him tok the whole dae without being tired la!so interesting!haha..den he was saying how our blogs will affect the teachers..haha..he was like..u all mite b tinkin in ur mind tht this teacher’s a bitch and the other’s a bastard..but the teacher wouldn’t noe..haha..but when they read ur blog..haha..they’ll noe!hahaha..ok..nvm..haha..i jus tink itz so interesting..tokkin bout teachers..ahha..i tink my Chinese teacher damn poorthing..i tink itz not tht the class dun wanna listen to her..and I oso dun tink itz cuz we dun like Chinese..itz jus tht no one is making an effort to really make themselves listen?and everytime everyone toks when she toks..den she’ll look at me..den give me this look..i really feel damn bad la!ohh ya..and is this a culture of all jcs?not freeting the teacher after the class?I feel damn bad jus walking out of the class liddat la!hahaha..ohh..niwae..after skl went my darling’s hse..haha..i meant shuenlin’s hse..yea..den we did homework la!damn guai la!haha..i m quite done wif geog n Chinese..haha..but it was crappy la..niwae..i m feeling quite sick AGAIN!I cant stand it!wadz wrong wif me la!4eva not feeling..and itz not tht I want it la!urgh..ears damn soar..like cant really hear well..argh..den when I walk..dere’s dis part that’s damn pain..urgh!I tink I shud change my name..haha..cuz the germs r all attacking me instead of the other pple!!!!!!!hhaa..or mayb I shud haf a whole body transplant..and make it to the world records!!hahaha..crap!haha..
OMG!I got a lame and crazee dad!dere’s this cat..dat’s alwaes outside my hse..meowing damn loudly..like deprived of u noe wad?haha..like sexually deprived?opps..itz like damn noisy la!ahaha..den ah..my crazee dad ah..open the window and barked?haahaha..pretended to b a dog trying to scare the cat??haha..den guess wad??there was this poor guy outside my hse..waiting for pple to pick him up at the driveway..hahaha..den he got shocked by my dad la!poor chap..den I shouted to my dad..siao ah!haha..den my mum asked wad happened..den we tld her..and she started bursting into luffter..haha.............Sunday, February 19, 2006
9:05 PM
haha..itz a happie dae 2dae!haha..cuzz outing..ahha..met them at j8 at 1.30..den we went swensens to eat..ahhaa..damn shiok..den we tok n tok n tok..damn cool la!haha..and we finally got our ring!!!haha..when we asked tht guy to engrave for us..he looked at wad we wanna engrave and gave us a damn funneh look..den when we went to clooect..he was luffing to himself la!haha..den after tht met kevin and huiyen..and justina..haha..went huiyen’s hse..argh..den I like had headache..haha..wadeva..i tink itz the weather..but den agn..i tink my ear got some problem agn..gna go see doc..haha..blah!
ohh..haf u ever wondered how IDIOTIC one would feel when u sms someblody and wait for his/her reply for one whole dae but dun get a reply???and this doesn’t happen oni once but like a few times in tht same week?ok lemme tell yoo..itz super IDIOTIC la!!!I was waiting for a reply for ONE WHOLE DAE..checking my fone every 5mins..den after tht at the end of the dae den I realized tht haha..i din get a reply cuz..hahahahaha..nvm..itz jus total dumbness..haha..not bcuz I din send the msg..ahaha..aiya..nvm..ahhahaha..after I realized why..i felt damn idiotic la!hahaha..argh!my headache is killing me!!!!!!!!
niwae tink i ate too much 2dae..argh!i tink i m dying soon..haha..i realli ate a lot 2dae la!getting fatter by the dae..wakakka..dun care..ahha..aiya..i cant wait for alex to get out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!den we can go on our nxt cuzz outing!!!!hahha.Saturday, February 18, 2006
12:03 PM
Time flies!!!itz saturdae again..haiz..i tink everyone changes as time passes..blah..saturdays used to be so happening..or at least filled up..but now!itz like rotting time weekend?and I duno..although I alwaes wanna go amah hse..but when go there..den haha..nv do anything oso..wadz wrong man?oh ya..mum says my hand is swollen..haha..pain la!haha..wadeva…all these rotting times is driving me nuts..cuz I got nth to do..den I anyhow think..den think and think and think..den aiya..sometimes get really blah bout everything..read val’s blog..hmm..i really duno la..itz like I totally agree wif wad val said..and I really dun understand why are all these things happening..i mean why do other pple alwaes haf such good and perfect frenships?really admire those OLD uncles and aunties tht occasionally get interviewed by some tv programmes..den they sae wahh..we knew each other since primary skl..itz like..i duno..really miss those times in tk..but den agn..when u go back to tk now..the feeling is totally different..yoo see the pple yoo noe..i mean the pple yoo were quite gud frens wif..den u smile to them..they smile back..den u walk pass each other..and tht’s it..back in those daes..we would’ve stopped and tokked bout a hell lot of things..den cannot stop tokkin till the bell rings..get waad I mean?den back then the naïve yoo would tink tht this frenship would last even after u leave the skl..yupp..u’re not wrong!BUT!hahaha..u;ll nv feel as at ease to tok to tht person like b4..itz jus so URGH!den ok..pple mite sae y not try to strike a convo..but tht’s damnit fake la!like wad?’hi..so how’s life?’ den after tht question is answered..wad r u supp to do?????????????tink of another stupid question?aiya..itz like..i duno..CAN SUMONE PLEASE TELL ME WAD A TRUE FREN IS???OR RATHER WAD A FREN IS?WAD IS A GOOD FREN?aiya..i feel like a loser..i feel like I duno anything at all..and I duno why I am blogging about this..(so pple hu noe me and haha..happen to b reading this..dun worry..i m not some crazy person blogging bout these crazy stuff..and I m trying to personal attack anyone..yupp..and I m obviously not trying to seek anyone’s attn..i m jus trying to put wad I m tink on this blog..haha..cuz wdz a blog for?itz supp to b a diary rite?haha..jus tht I wouldn’t noe hu is reading my diary?haha..which is quite freaky?aiya..i duno..haha..i m bored!tht’s y I m doing this!haha…..so here I am appealing to all those people hu are free..and got nth to do..haha..jus like me..haha..yupp..help me!haha..keep me entertained!!!wakakka(sounds wrong)hahahha..okay….i m gg nuts!!!)
haha..and haha..i cant upload my pics!so irritating!i duno why but the com jus cant recognise the camera..urgh!and i haf no card reader!!!and all the mem cards are full!!!11:13 AM
2nd post for 2dae..tsktsk..haha..jus came back..went town jus now..heh..den went to amah hse..played majong a bit..den helped my mum lose some money..haha..den I decided itz not my cup of tea..hahah..so I yea..went to stone..haiyo..tld my dad if I do this every sat..i’ll bcum auststic..haha..wadeva..saw many pple in town..many funny things happened..but I shall blog another dae..hah..tsktsk..so many things happening!jus now my amah was fuming?haha..yea..Friday, February 17, 2006
10:14 PM
Ahh..jus came back..waited damn long for dinner..xian..wahh..tho todae oni got 4h of lessons..nearly died..haha..luckily mr yeo hadta leave..den geog free period..hmm..tink mr nathan is a good teacher..but I seriously dun understand y la!I mean verytime I wanna listen to him cuz he sounds interesting..BUT!when he starts tokkin..i’ll b like falling asleep!!!yea..niwae..i jus tink 0603 is so cute!haha..
Duno wadz wrong wif me..jus feel so disturbed by some things…haiz..why must people alwaes tok bout other pple?I mean..itz like a norm to tok bout other pple..hu likes to b tokked abt?but why is everyone including me doing so?I m jus so irritated by this fact la..people manipulating your lives?haha..trying to guess wadz gg on in ur life?itz like wad the toot la!URGH!..okie..shant tok bout tht..
Tokked to val ytd on the fone..val..if u’re reading this..i jus wanna let yoo noe tht no matter wad happens and no matter where I go..i’ll still love yoo k!and u’ll alwaes b my best fren k!dun tink too much..yupp…I tink u shud jus do wadeva yoo tink is rite..yupp..must call me more often k!!!!!love ya!Wednesday, February 15, 2006
10:38 AM
Jus came back..heh..opps..mum was like saying next tym cannot go out..ahahaha..cuz I cum back so late..hahaha..jus now I was walking home ALONE..den my mum called la!she was like, ‘r u ok? dere’s a gunman ard serangoon..the police still searching for him..he went to a hse and shot 6 times..i thot u got caught by him..’ den I was damn scared la!the road was so damnit dark..den I was walking ALONE la!damn scary la!ahhh..niwae..i tink my class is like quite cool..haha..0603..haha..tho itz shrinking by the days..haha..but itz fun!haha..2dae..econs free period cuz mr nathan not in..haha..den mr bong came..n he posed and we took a pic of him..haha..ohh..presented the gp project..wakaka..nvmm..haha..okie..germ gotta confess tht she has been VERY ..and I mean VERYVERY slack!haha..never in my tk life haf I been so slack la!haha..but haha..still not to the extent tht I slp or pon lectures and tutorials..so yea..germ is gna xia ding jue xin..haha..must work ard after I get my posting..yupp..haha..no more slacking!haha…….Tuesday, February 14, 2006
9:32 AM
hmm..2dae’s valentine’s day..hmm..so yea..HAPPIE VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL!!i duno y but I wasn’t in the best of moods..mayb I noe y..there’s jus too many things gg on ard me..my leg was freaking pain..and there were jus too many thots running in my head..so yea..people..if I like din seem very frenly 2dae..or like said sth or did sth tht wasn’t very nice of me to do so..i m really sorry..i m jus too troubled..dun worry..i am definitely NOT PMS-ING..haha..yupp..i duno..and I dun wanna put on a fake smile?haiz..jus tink the 1st 3mths system sucks..itz like make yoo feel so attached to a skl..den release ur results and yoo gotta choose agn.really hope I made the rite choice..
valentine’s day jus reminds me of the tk daes..really miss tk to bits..i mean..haha..in ny..the atmosphere is different la..haha.although pple still carry bags of gifts ard..but u dun see things like a gurl bringing close to 10 balloons walking into the skl..and one of them is for me!!hahahaah..wadeva..haha..and niwae..a beeg thanks to all those pple hu made the effort to buy those small lil stuff!love ya all!aha..be it chocolate or wadeva..haha..thanks!hmm..haha..still tink darcy's line damn funneh 'here's some kisses for yoo..cant give yoo the real one..so give yoo hersheys choc' hahahaha..
I really duno y but valentine’s day jus reminds me of yoo..tho I mite say I dun care wad yoo are tinking..hmm..but actually I would really appreciate it if yoo are willing to tell me wadz going on..hmm..and ohh..i tink I kinda miss yoo..haha..i duno..it was jus random..and I hope to tok to yoo soon..tht’s if yoo noe tht I m referring to yoo..haha..and I wish yoo all the best in wadeva yoo do!Sunday, February 12, 2006
12:26 AM
hmm..jus came back from grandma's place..heard tht my aunt's fish noodle stall got interviewed by straits times!!!haha..okie..shall blog bout the scariest of my life ever since i was born..which is oso yesterday..haha..(urgh!there's this irritating cat meowing outside my window!)..
okayy..the day b4 the results were released..went out wif the OG to haf a 'last dinner' thing?haha..it wasnt as fun or enjoyable as the rest of those 'outings'..i duno y..i dun tink itz cuz the pple were troubled by the fact tht the results r cumin out..but den agn yea..it was jus like everyone meet..eat..den go home..at first din realli tink much of the result thing..till tht kevin like put his hand out..looked at me n shuenlin den said 'good luck' with this damn serious look on his face..at tht moment..i was like 'OH SHIT!' hahah..yea..wadeva..den was damn bothered by the whole damn thing..din realli sleep very well tht nite..had weird dreams..
YESTERDAY..the beeg day..woke up damn early tho i slept at like 1+..den banged on the piano..den prepared myself to meet zhaoey at ps..on the way there i was tinking bout many things..den reached ps..walked ard wif zhaoey..den we went pp to meet pple..saw a lotta pple there..den after tht went tk..the whole mood there sucked..i duno.everyone was outside the hall..hugging each other?itz like the typical scenario for the end of the world?yea..den duno why..but when u hugged val..jus felt like crying..VAL I MISS YOO!!!!yea..den offed my phone so as not to b disturbed by those pple trying to call or msg me..den wad the toot..when we went into the hall..the atmosphere was damn i duno..jus not rite..den pple were all so worried..was holding melody's hand throughout la!den there was this super long briefing..den hey showed the statistics for our cohort..we did quite well i guess..but i din noe whether i shud cheer or not..den it was time to get our results..yea..walked to the front..ms yeo gave this stern look..i took the slip..n walked back to my seat to wait for melody..den after i counted my L1R5..yea..jus kept quiet n looked down..din do anything..i duno..i jus hate this whole feeling la..den started seeing pple ard me crying..went over to them..din tok much..jus sat beside them..(was quite proud of my amaths and chem..cuz i slogged my life for it..and did quite ok..but damn sad for mep..ok wadeva..)..den i took my fone n msged my mum..den a whole lot of msgs came in..haha..one was from shuenlin..when i received her msg..i was kinda relieved..cuz the dae b4 we were telling each other if either of us din msg each other means we din do well..so since she msged me..means she did quite well..DEN..got this msg from kevin..haha..he said he din do well and wanna die..haha..so i called him..den he nv pick up the fone la!!!haha..but obviously i f=din tink he was dead..haha..den i msged him to ask him to call me..haha..den he ask me to write his will..haha..to give me everything!hahaha..thanks brudder!hahahahahah..yea..niwae..msged joyce jiejie and mr ng..i realli wanna thank them from bottom of my hearts..they're the most passionate teachers i've ever met la!joyce jiejie came out in the new paper..yea..ohh..den mr ng was like saying 'oh man!thank you so much germaine!' i was damn touched la!i mean he is thanking me when like i got where i am bcuz of him?!?!i m realli touched la..yea..hmm..den niwae..met kaiyang shuenlin huiyen kevin cheryl justina..den we went to eat dingtaifeng..yea..wanted to go kbox..but damn ex..so went pool..and they came my hse..haha..stayed till 2+..haha..yupp..
den now..i m damn stressed..i duno how to choose my skls..(ohh kaiyang..haha..thanks for the advise..haha..ya la!tht kevin!4eva using reverse psychology on me!haha)..yea..i m realli damn stressed la!part of me wanna go tj..i realli haf no freaking idea whether wif my score i can get in..but i wanna go there to do mep..but the other part of me wants to stay in ny!i realli tink life is so amazing..and the influence of pple around yoo..is like wahh..yea..i mean..when i got posted to ny..tho it was damn near..but i was like damn sad..cuz i'm all alone..and i dun like tht feeling..and after skl started..it was worse..cuz i still din noe much pple..but now!one of the reasons i wanna stay in ny is cuz of the frens i made here la!i mean..yea..apart from the fact ny is near my hse..
haiz..i duno..itz jus sucky..like..first had to deal with the fact tht all of us are gna leave tk to this totally new environment..den ok..took me quite sum time to adjust..tho i still miss tk a lot a lot..den now..itz like if i stay in ny..den ok la..but if i m gg tj..i gotta adjust to the new environment..and oso 'leave' those frens i made in nanyang..as much as i dun wanna accept it..itz like a fact tht once i leave nanyang..tho i'll still b frens with the nanyang peeps..but it'll b a different story altogether...we wun feel as comfortable with each other as we are now..it jus like the tk pple..when we were in tk..itz like we're so damn gud frens..but now..we hardly even meet each other..even calls..we dun even call each other tht often!haiz..i jus hate it la..someone jus help me!i am trapped in this irritating phase of my life..i duno wad i shud do!!!!!!!!!!!!
lastly..jus wanna say congrats to those pple who did well for their O's..and for those who din do as well as yoo expected urself to..dun be too affected b this whole thing k?cheer up k?if there's anything can always call me!!!yupp..and to all my tk and nanyang frens..no matter wad happens..yoo'll will still b my frens!and lurve all of ya loads!i will miss all of yoo!!take care my frens!Thursday, February 09, 2006
11:48 PM
hmm..JUS WANNA WISH ALL THE PPLE RECIEVING THEIR RESULTS TML ALL THE BEST..yupp..GOOD LUCK DUDES!jus hope everyone would b able to do well and persue their own dreams!take care pple!Monday, February 06, 2006
10:01 PM
hmm..so 2dae's news FINALLY said tht the results cumin out on 10feb..freaky la!heh..i duno whether i'm scared or not..jus dun feel anything in particular..blahh..itz like scared oso no use..everyone is like telling me wadz done is done..but tht's not the point!argh!i m so..i duno..lost in a world of my own?haha..stressed kid..haha..so like pple hu r gud at counselling?haha..erm..actually no nid..i jus nid good crappers to crap wif me n keep me occupied..haha..yupp..so HERE'S A CALL TO THE CRAPPY PPLE OUT THERE..IF U R FREE AND FEEL LIKE CRAPPING..haha..I M THE BEST CANDIDATE!hahahahha..hmm..reccently haf been damn irritated..cuz my knee is like spoilt..wakaka..and my leg is having cramps la!i duno y..damn irritating..cant stand it..hmm..niwae..SUDDENLY..i like miss tk a lot..haha..i duno y..but gg back on friday..so yea..i tink i m jus too stressed..starting to tok nonsense..haha..so i tink 2dae's not a gud dae to blog..so i shall stop..if not later i sae sth offensive n get caught..wwakakkaakaka..Sunday, February 05, 2006
10:39 PM
wahh..hate this feeling..damn xian..den nvm..xian oredi still got the stupid O's results thing..y must MOE do this to us?cant they jus set a date???keep us in suspense..den make me so stressed!aha..kept in suspense like an idiot..every few hours receive a msg sae they heard rumour saying wad itz cumin on this on tht..blahh..wad the toot..haha..waste my msgs to reply 'r u sure?' haha..aiya..xian ah..ok..but sth good happened 2dae..went to watch i not stupid too!!!!!!haha..i tink itz quite gud..yea..haiyo..duno la....i tink blogging is scary la!haaha..n i m doing it..wakakka..i mean..u'll nv noe hu's reading it..haha..den the thing is u will tend not to write a lotta things for the fear of pple u duno reading it..but den agn!a blog is like an online DIARY!n wad do u do with a diary?write true stuff??haha..but how r u gna write all the truths?!?!haha..when like the whole world can read..wakaka..i jus tink itz so ironic..ahah..anyway..yupp..i m stressed!haha..i wanna noe my results yet i dun wanna noe.blah..jus hope i can do well enuff to at least not disappoint anyone..i realli hope..haiz..stressed..i duno how i will react..i jus wanna get over and done with all these crap..blahhhhh!!!okie..so now wad?m i supp to use this time to tink wwad m i gna do after i get my results?m i gna stay in nanyang??will i b able to go tj???or m i gg poly???argh!jus now asked my mum wad will happen if i dun make it..den my dad sae go YANGZHENG!wad the!itz a PRIMARY SKL!hhaaha..den my mum said go help my aunt sell noodles..blahh.....not encouraging at all la!haha..aiya..DUNO LA..helppppp.................................Wednesday, February 01, 2006
10:35 PM
urgh!went to buy knee guard..haha..actually not funneh..so stop luffin germ!hah..opps..yea..cuz my damn knee damn pain..now i nid a tailbone n a knee transplant!so irritating..den wear the knee guard..like cuckoo liddat..i mean..itz damn irritating..den i cant walk properly with it!and my bloody back hurts like as if i m having a accupuncture(sp?) la!damn xian ah..so i decided to go see doc tml..urgh..den mum ask me go swim more often..itz like damn boring to swim alone la!urgh..but niwae went to swim jus now..had the whole damn pool to myself la!haha..den yea..i was sadly alone at home the whole nite..mum jus came back..blahh..ohh..yesterday was uber fun!went out with cuzz club..wakkaka..(cuzz ring yea?)..wakaka..erm i meant my cousins..cuz it was merdin's bdae..yea..so met them at somerset..opps..i was late..n tht recruit.was damn early den he nag..ahahah..ohh..niwae we went marche..wahh..shiok..duno y..perhaps cuz when yoo share food..u get to eat more?haha..we ate pork knuckkles(sp?)damn nice ah!..rosti with cheese sauggage..calamari..crepe..den haha..damn funneh..me n merdin went to buy ice cream..it wrote $3.80 for one scoop..$7.60 for 2 scoops..den i din go n calculate..but merdin sae buy 2 scoops cuz cheaper..ahha..den after tht we sat down den merdin was like..ehh..actually not cheaper la!!!hahha..funneh..haha..den ohh..got free toppings one scoop of icecream free one scoop of topping..ahha..den damn funneh la!i took 5 scoops of peanut n the rainbow thing..den merdin took 3 scoops of raisin..ahah..den merdin sumore block the view of the icecream person..hahaha..so funneh..ooo..den ahha..b4 i met cuzz club..haha..justina msg sae OG2 got outing..cheater bug..ahhaha...oni kevin n kaiyang n huiyen..haha..den i din join cuz i couldnt mahh..ohh..niwae..after marche went k pool to play pool..haha..den tht kevin came to join us..haha..den he played with alex..damn funneh..ahhaa..den yea..after tht cuzz club went cafe cartel..drink coffee..den poor alex had to go home to prepare to book in..heh..den me emrdin grace went amah hse..yea..we tokked a lot..hmm..realli miss those days when we were young..all of us used to b so close..tho we r still now..but i still miss those timess..yupp..okie..gotta go......................
