g00dbye.

Friday, May 26, 2006

12:00 AM

rahhh..i am so damnit pissed!!i cant believe i cant make it for passing and failing..OMG!!!but nvm..hmm..so there was invest..wahh..jus died walking on those heels la!OMG..wadde hell..and went for tj's invest..so tht's 2 daes on heels..my back i suffering la!poorthing..hmm..ohh.stephanie's the pres and yinglin's the vice!!omg!!how cool ya?hmm..and the performance put up by the seniors in tj was kewl..yea..haha..at least beta than our extra mile..haaha..some LUNATIC screaming the middle part..haha..with a disgusting voice..and her name is germaine..wakakaka..shhh..dun tell other pple..hmm..was blog surfing..omg..came across this post by some fren..omg..i feel damn insulted la!so yea..i finallly understand tht everything was jus plain FAKE??am i supp to come to that conclusion?or u jus plain FORGOT bout me..i dun think itz cuz u forgot me..so i guess it jus has to be you faking ur emotions??wadeva..hiding ur real self..jus in case u din noe..aint wad i'm realli interested in u noe?yea..hmm..think i've realli changed..wonder issit for the better oe worse..hmm..haha..but i noe i am starting to get bitchy?hahaha..wadeva..not realli bitchy but den agn..haha..shant elaborate..i mean..as much as i dun think i was in the wrong for wad happened..i m nice enuff to admit tht i was a lil in the wrong and apologized..so if my apology isnt accepted..i dun noe wad to do..hmm..and i dun noe wad issit u want..so yea..i shall jus shut up from now..is tht enuff???hmm..wahh..think my mood today is totally screwed..itz supp to be a happy day..i noe i'll surely enjoy myself later..cuz i'm gna meet my darling val melly and dixie!!omg!cant wait..but argh..y did tht thing hafta happen..and y did i haf to come across tht bloody blog entry?!?!?!i cant stand it..ahh..f**k..heck care..i shall jus try to be as happy as i can and enjoy myself..yea..RAHHHH....i miss tk loads..the people..the sofa..the music rooms..the den..the pianos..the foyer..altho NY is a nice place..haha..i dun feel as at home as in tk..i mean..i'm REALLY glad to be in 0603..cuz i think itz the best class in NY oredi..ahaha..at least all of us are normal..ahaha..with the except of some disabled and autistic pple..which both happens to be me?haha..yea..and met real nice pple in the council..so yea..no complains..but hmm...tk's still my 2nd home..rahhhhhhh..everything realli changed..i dun like changes...............................................................