g00dbye.

Saturday, May 20, 2006

8:10 AM

RAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!got diarrhoea!!!wad the hell rite?!!?i mean..gimme a break la!!!!!!!!!i cant take it..i'm disintegrating..haah..niwae..today is a screwed up dae..i cant be bothered to explain here..ohh..niwae..came back from my grandma's place..she said we shud jus let greatgrandma go cuz there's no point doing all these jus to keep her alive to suffer..hmm..i realli duno..at this point of time..i can jus listen to the adults tok..hmm..and grandma told me if ever shez in this kinda situation let her go if not she'll commit suicide..rahhh..den i tld her wad dad said bout pressing his nose..den she said.PRECISELY..u shud jus do tht to me too..i'm old..nvm..at tht point of time..i was like awww..i mean..i've nv pictured any of my loved ones leaving me b4..when grandpa died i was still too young to understand..i jus hope all my relatives will live as long as i would!cuz i duno whether i'll ever be able to live with them not being ard me altho they mite seem insignificant at certain points of time..but deep down i still love all of them..yea..rahhh..and my grandma..damn cute..she started tokking bout the funeral stuff!!for greatgrandma..den we were all like..HUH!!!not now la!den she said..beta now den itz too late..but we still managed to stop her...rahhh..i cant stand it..i'm falling apart!!!okok..niwae..HAPPY BDAE SYAZ!yup..gotta go..tata