g00dbye.

Monday, May 29, 2006

4:12 AM

hmm..i'm bleeding..cuz of this stupid rack in my room..and i dun haf a good feeling bout it..it'll soon turn into a hard to heal wound again..wadde hell..i hate it..itz a deep cut..niwae..itz holidays now..hmm..but it doesnt feel like it at all..today the whole gaong came to play pool..hmm..had a good luff at jinhan..totally retarded..haaha..den after tht went piano..den went to visit lauma..hmm..and sth real sad happened..2 beds away..this old lady was on a breathing machine..i duno if it was normal but she looked as if she was trying VERY hard to catch her breath.but her family members seemed okie bout it.so i din think much..den out of a sudden..everyone shouted..den i looked over..she had brown fluid all over her face flowing out from the ventilator thingy..den i was like..OMG..the ward suddenly became so tensed up..all of a sudden all the laughter and smiles from tht family turned into tears..hmm..and i was like just too shocked..at first i thot it was some milk or sth..den my mum told me it was blood clots..and tht it was difficult to save her and stuff..and i was like damn sad bout it..i duno y..jus felt so sad for her..

anyway..guess this would be the last or at least the last few entries i'll be posting..cuz i'll be blogging no more..hmm..perhaps i'll still be blogging but not on this blog..i find it difficult to say a lotta things here..yea..till then take care my dearest frens..love yoo all!!=))goodbye.