g00dbye.

Sunday, May 21, 2006

7:37 AM

hmm..think germ is going to haf depression..rahhh..haiyo..shakes head..already so stressed tht i'm not doing as well as how i shud be in mu studies..and also cuz of some personal problems..hmm..maybe itz al cuz of me thinking too much..rahh..den dere's so many problems at home..blahh..i jus feel that my life is so totally screwed up..someone helppp....:((..but den again..sth cheered me up..haf been going to TTSH to visit greatgrandma everyday these few daes..and ytd and today she woke up to tok to us..today was the best..she even asked for coffee..hmm..but it was kinda sad to see her suffering..tears in her eyes and stuff..*heartache*.i'm jus praying hard sth will happen and she'll recover out of a sudden..rahh..i think my migraine tht came was partly cuz i'm simply too stressed out by all these lil things tht i jus cant let it out of myself..and yea..maybe cuz i'm not telling anyone any of these stuff..hmm..itz not cuz i dun wanna tok to pple bout these to make myself feel beta..more like i duno hu to turn to..hmm..*crys*..ahh wadeva...and the germaine tan pple see outside is so cheerful and smiley and stuff..haha..itz not tht i wanna put up that front..but itz like hu wants to see a sulky and gloomy germaine rite?rahhh..help........