g00dbye.

Friday, May 19, 2006

11:53 PM

headache..headache..HEADACHE!!!hate myself for not resting enough..din go for the photog thing..and the council thing..headache..blahh..hmm..but i went down to TTSH to visit lauma..hmm..today seems to be a better day for her..at least she opened her eyes and spoke a bit..duno..itz jus u noe the feeling where there's this sudden gush of tears coming?yea..was kinda relieved when i called her and she responded and nodded her head..:)..aiya..i duno why the hospital wanna keep on asking us to make those very difficult to answer those very difficult to answer qns like..if she has heart arest..would u want us to revive her?argh..den hor..my amah sae jus let her go..but another relative sae cannot..wahhh..hmm..niwae..den my irritating and retarded dad jus had to break tht tensed up atmosphere..he brot me to the side..den he tld me..'next time hor..if papa ever become liddat..jus let me die..if cannot hor..den u go to my bed..pretend to do sth..den u press my nose and let me die..'..OMG..den i jus burst out luffing la!wad the hell..ahaha..den he say if he is hospitalised i must buy a lotta unhealthy food like satay..char kway teow..to let him eat..if not he'll be miserable..rahhh..cant stand his crapiness..haha..mayb tht's y i'm like so crappy!??!?!??!haha..niwae..had a long tok with him jus now..haha..damn funny..he's so like me..ahaha..he jus cam eback yesterday from las vegas..hehe..he bot a bag for me!!!he told me the whole trip he was oni looking for my bag la..so sweet..love him!haha..altho he bot a bag for my mum.but mine was he look SPECIALLY for me and mum one was he saw den buy..heh..nvm..trying to say i'm more impt..wakaka..yea..den the bag damn cool..can lock one la!heh..boohoohoo..my headache is so bad..i cant concentrate when i wanna study..so i guess i'm jus gonna slack this weekend..blahh..ohh and did i mention i got my laptop?haha..compaq presario laptop..hmm..i'm not used to it..and i keep on making it hang..in no time it'll spoil man!haha..opps..haaha..but itz definitely beta than the lousy com..yea..okayy..i gotta go...