g00dbye.

Saturday, March 18, 2006

11:48 AM

HEY PEOPLE!!!I’m back!!finally back..actually was back long ago..as in last nite..BUT..was busy 2dae..went to hunt for my uni in vain..haha..den met up wif justina kaiyang kevin and huiyen..den went tk for the bash..supposed to stayover I heard..haha..but din in the end cuz they got game tml..so yea..okie..i’m feeling kinda really sick..

Okay..haiyo..so many pple asked me how was the trip..hmm..wad shud I say?of course I had fun..at times..haha..i climbed 8 mountains in 9 days la!mind u itz REAL mountains..with no steps no nothing..jus u and the mouintain..yea..i am not in the mood to blog bout it..itz damn long..so yea..shall blog bout it agn when I have the time..

Haha..OMG..i like totally miss everyone here la!glad to hear tht 0603 is staying as it is!!yay!!!haha..and I noe I missed out a lot..haha..a lot of blogs to read up..haha..to keep myself updated..yea..

I duno..i tink I am a VERY different person in tk and in ny..i really duno why tho..jus now during the bash..was really nice and touched to see everyone back..so sweet..the video was touching..but u see..only at tht moment everyone was like seen as one..but after the thing ended..we all just left..blahh..hate this..it sucks.

as much as I try to be as easy going as possible..trying to live everyday to the fullest..trying to help everyone whenever I can..trying to smile as much as possible..but inside me..there are like tonnes of fears..blahhhhhhhhh..sucky….fear of being betrayed..fear of being rejected..i really hope that people make frens wif me cuz of hu I am and not cuz of what I haf or wadeva..haiz..i duno..

never knew having to hand to hold on to and a shoulder to lean on would mean so much.‘all I really want is to hold you tight...'