Tuesday, February 21, 2006
9:45 AM
Tsk.die..haha..i tink this mth confirm exceed the stupid time limit for the internet..ahha..opps..cuz my dad oso has a blog!haha..he’s oso blogging!haha..den he cheong and I cheong..aha..everyone cheong..the bill will oso cheong!haha..wadeva..ohh..jus now 4got to sae..at the doctor there..got this lil girl..haha..she was pointing her middle finger at everywhere..and it stopped at ME!!!haha..den I luff to myself..haha..dun understand y her amah nv ask her to change finger..ahha..
Haiz..been tinking..i m really quite troubled la..tho the posting results r cumin out like NEXT Friday..which means I’ve got more than a week..but I jus hate it..i dun wanna noe the results..will I b happy if I get to go tj?perhaps.wad if I stay in nanyang?I duno..a large part of me wanna stay..but if I dun get to tj..tht’s like THE END for all my music stuff!I’ve gotta stop my keyboard lessons..which leaves me with oni 45min of piano per week..dat’s bad!but if I leave nanyang..wad will happen to those frens tht I made there???tell me!at this point of time..all of them will sae..my hse is so near..confirm can meet one..but itz jus different..deep ionside my heart..i noe tht this is not the reality..true enuff..they’ll cum find me..but OBVIOUSLY it’ll not last for the whole 2 years!!!I hate it la..itz like wadz wif this whole 1st 3 mths thing..make me know new pple..den now if I leave..i’ve gotta like lose these frens??blah..total blahness..i mean I m not trying to sae tht they’ll pangseh me..but look at the tk pple!after 4 yrs of knowing each other..being such good frens.how many till today are tokkin to me at least once a week?mayb not even one la!itz total crap la..and the worse thing is like most of them are staying in ny..BLAH!and something jus struck me..IF NEXT WEEK I GET THE RESULTS AND MANAGE TO GET A PLACE IN TJ..it would b even sadder!!!cuz dearest germaine is going on a holiday with all her other relatives to china..and thus will b missing the LAST TWO DAYS OF SCHOOL!!!how sucky can tht get?I mean if I m staying in ny..den it wouldn’t haf any impact on me..but if I m leaving..den wad?!?!?!I wun b able to even b there on the LAST TWO DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!blah..i really feel damn crap now..like shit..yea..
